my heart quivers every time i get an update on the horrors of the world. i know that so much goes on that isn’t broadcasted, and when i think that way i just generally am upset for a while. it’s gotten to the point that sometimes i feel myself not being as heartbroken as the last time a tragedy hits the conscious world. like all this noise is desensitizing me. i’m feeling unable to correctly react to unfortunate events because it’s all i hear, all the time. i don’t want to be like this. the world shouldn’t be like this.